I am bek

at last! I am back, i shd hav started blogging yesterday de, but just too bad, i dun hav the mood to do so, i was trying means and ways to release my bad feelings on my last paper. this is the 1st time i feel tat i cant get through right after the exam. is it really tat difficult? i dun know, coz i got few frens tat feels it is easy yet there r some including me feels tat it is more difficult than previous sitting, tragics...


how sad huh, ppl who finish the final exam usually feels happy, but i cant feel tat joy at all. even i felt tat i made the wrong decision tat's to stop applying for jobs, and wat i paid for tis wrong decision made is lost of 4 months time, wat a "big" loss. aih, i shd stop being so "down" edi, everythg is over, need to plan my future again, my plans always gets deviated! Y? changes always move faster than plans? tis is the oni explaination i tink.


do i lose my confidence again? i tink more or less it is affected. actually i got a lot to write b4 tis, but i think just let it be, "dun think so much bout things already passed", a very meaningful golden quotes. time to stand up and fight bek! be strong! dun act like a loser anymore! ok, time to sleep, cont next time, no more long rest anymore hehe :-)