Christmas trip 24th Dec to 26th Dec

If i am asked what is the most memorable thingy during tis trip, i would say it is the 24/7 laughter! y we laugh so much? because some1 is aimed from the beginning till the end of the trip hahahahaha~

On 24th, i was granted a half day leave after my company's annual lunch at Cinnamon, One World Hotel. At 1st i tot we could depart earlier 1 la, but hu noes, the 2 students were busier than both of us hu r working! 1 is busy with the study, i got no cooment on this but another 1 is busy SLEEPing! omg~~ this person o, sleep until 4 pm, and being late because haven't buy present, swt...

In Malacca, we count down at Portugese Village, to be frankly,we din really countdown there, but we r having war with a bunch of strangers. Noe wad is the funniest thing there? One of our gang was just too kind and innocent, he borrow his weapon to others when asked and the stranger take this borrowed "weapon" to attack us back! u say la, wat world is this?! and then later, we wan to ask someone to take a photo for us, we wan to hand over our camera to tat little boy, and since he got no hand holding a "weapon" on his hand, we offer to hold it for him so that he could take a good pic for us, noe wat, he rejected us cause he scared we spray him haha! c, there is a big contrast in a 22 y/o kind hearted orang kampung from mentakab and a 12-14 y/o city boy, hahahahahahahahahaha~

Later on, we had our gift exchange session in the room. Haha, i cant stand laughing when recalling the situation now. 1st of all, we exchange our specially prepared present by drawing IC from a bag, we will get our present from the one whose IC was drawed by oneself. y IC? because we dun have other equipment. Moral of this event, please make sure u dun feel reluctant to accept any gift or u will get it at last haha~ Photos will be posted into facebook later when i got them. i am lazy to describe who got whose present :P

For sure, we wont sleep so early, we chit chat, play card games until 3 something then go out find supper. we slept at 6am wil 11 something. it is near check out time and we had appointment with my elder bro to eat 粒粒鸡饭. thanks to him, we got a free luch from my bro then we walk around malacca town until 7 something and we headed to have our final dinner in Malacca, Satay Celup~ well, it is not really very delicious, yet we had to wait for 1 and a half hour to give it a try, my bad lo, i m the 1 hu havent tried this, sry for causing all these troubles. by that moment, i was extremely quiet as my mind was already very tired. i tried my best to keep myself awake but my mood was really affected, my brain cant organise much conversation but i m listening! i apologize if anyone did affected by my mood k? sry pals...

and for yesterday, all plans were cancelled, as nobody is really free. thanks to the one inviting me to club, i would like to go but i dun wan to go alone to disturb u there and i think i need more rest tis time, nex time k.

Red Bombs!

I HATE this!!!!!!!!!!!!

I m fu**ing not familiar with tis b**** at all, y must she give me this?!?!?!?!?!? she din even care me when i greet her, since she hates me tis much, Y?!?! 50 bucks just fly away like tis!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

I am not those Super duper stingy type, BUT i am really angry with her intention! she is trying to FILL up extra spaces! Seriously i feel like WTF?!

sry guys, just feel like releasing my anger.... ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

08 Nov 08

well, I will remember this day forever, thanks guys. After tonnes of sad news popping up in my life cycle, lets have a happy 1, at least 1...

I was extremely busy during last weekend, i attended 2 convo in a day, one is my ex-collegemate and another 1 is our lovely kelly's... congratez to both of u, i think mine is coming soon as well hehe... Next time will be we wearing the "square hat" together :)

after convo, we got our dinner at YUAN restaurant inSunway, no photos for this but this restaurant's business is dammmm good, how good if i can own 1 such restaurant! just dinner, ntg much to describe. oh ya, b4 i forgot, the chicken wings, tis time every1 seems no "ohm" to fite for it, is it nobody fight, it is not as delicious? haha...

the dinner lasted for 3 hrs plus except for 2 person who r late for almost half the whole session, but i know y both of u r late, dun shd i say "paiseh" or "i forgive u 2" :P the dinner wasn't the climax yet! guess wad we did? ya, we went to club! dancing is just fun, cant deny tat... while the alchohol, it makes my leg itchy like hell even till now, haih... sry, no photos as well, as the camera's owner left his camera in JB, it will only be uploaded by nex week.

This round, my guest from singapore DRUNK! he even pour out on his KL fren's face, aiyoyo, sooo pity! but it was a revenge according to him haha... oh too much of texts, it is really boring, lets put in some photos.

Thanks for staying bek for my celebration :)

<--Thanks for organising everything, appreciate it a lot, I promise u a memorable bday nex year IF i m still around hehe...

See, the busiest guy in the worldattended! who say it is ---> impossible for him to attend our Malacca Trip?

Thanks for coming this far, it's touching... 辛苦你啦...

At least got 1 with the drunk 1 haha... saw the hald naked guy? his shirt are all contaminated!

Thanks everyone for giving me a memorable 22nd Birthday, seriously it is touching, warm, (mayb too hot during clubbing? :P) and most importantly, very happy! It's my pleasure to know everyone here. Xin, u owe me a bday song hehe... As per kiong's blog - 人生无常, i will cherish every happy moment together with u guys. Last but not least, thanks for all the presents as well, i like them a lot, very useful to me!

Sigh.................

initially, i planned to write somethg bout my day trip to Penang, but i'm totally not in mood rite now after talking to my mum to update some news.

My family members r all in sorrow mood now, i dunno wat to say to console them after i got the news tat the cancer cells are now confirmed in Lymph, it is not leukemia anymore. when asked bout how long more does he have, no answer was given, it is like anytime from now.

previously, i was a student, no doubt i got no ability to help at all, but now i m working, it is still the same, no medical knowledge, not a nutritionist and no money to help either, sigh.....

Pain!

at last, i'm back to badminton court after 2 months of resting. the consequences of it is, i m having muscleache from my right shoulder to right toes, almost like half paralised! I think i need more exercises.

it is good to exercise more, nothing is more important than health. recently, a bad news from my relative, my uncle's leukemia is back, how sorrow is it! how can the god punish a nice person like him! how can!?! IF good ppl deserve such treatment, y should we be a good person then?! tell me y? grrrrrrr!!! NOT FAIR AT ALL!!

everyone please take good care of ur health, live healthily or u will regret during old age, nothing is worse than having an unhealthy body!

Paos

lets think bout it if u r free, tis is one of the riddles tat i found interesting:

Q1. One day, man tao (馒头) and char siew pao (叉烧包) went to watch a movie, at the end of the movie, char shiew pao cried! y???? y oni char siew pao crying???


Q2. Then, the other day, char siew pao went for a movie again with kaya pao, but surprisingly, tis time kaya pao cried but char siew pao din! Why????

Quiet Weekend, Quiet Hometown

Mentakab has became really quiet without u guys, time flies, i m getting 22 and i think this is wad everyone will has to get through?

Previously, when some other ppl ask me y going bek every week? i will tell proudly that i wan to go bek to c my parents, my grandparents and oso my frens. but now, i can only say i wan to c my mother maybe? my dad got a job in ipoh now, hardly i can c him, especially during weekends, sad to say that i havent see him for half a month already... and for my grandparents, i can bring them out for meals, usually lunch, treat them and they do feel really happy! coz their grandson, me treat them leh! they do feel proud of it, but now, i got no chance at all! my grandpa is very very weak now, cant even go out, and so my grandma wont go out without him. how sad it is, they r living life like waiting for the "time" to reach, haih. i can just c and cant do anything to help them...

frens? where is everyone????? halo~~~ come bek for badminton lo :P

快累垮的俊朗

let me introduce my new nick name which i like a lot here - 隽“狼”, 俊朗 somehow i feel the creator of tis name is just finding a chance to praise me although the fact is not hehe... actually the creator just trying to say tat i m driving fiercely in JB, end of the story :)

it is a lovely saturday today, i had a nice rest, slept for 9 hrs yet i still feel not enuf! just too tired of driving mayb. when i think that i need to travel again very soon, i really feel like "没力" la. i hav travelled around 1000km ththese few days and i m going to kuala pilah tmr for worshipping purpose, travel again!! but i still need to go no matter how.

travelling is fun but the consequences of it is 莫名的落寞感 and 累垮的身子. is it worth? should we stop going out just for the sake of not experience these anymore? my answer surely is NO, N, O, NO! i like to play i admit hehe. hope tat no1 of us will "fall back" just to avoid these bad feelings. I m just here to share 1 of our topics here, no offence hehe

tat's all for today.

Back? Did i ever left?

Ya, i was just busy. After being busy for 2 weeks for my eldest bro wedding, finally i can sit down in front of the computer quietly during weekends. it is not tat i dun have time during weekdays, but i lazy to use my brain after work. sry pals...

well well well, ntg great recently besides my bro's wedding last week and i think most of u had see those photos, so ntg much to comment bout tat, yet i welcome suggestions / comments. to me, it is a failure, coz wad i planned din work well actually, everythg was just 临场表演... enuf for tat, i learned somethg and it is to be utilised during nex big function like tis, mayb it is my turn edi? :P choi choi choi, touchwood... haha

nowadays, i m planning a change to my life again. guess wad, i think of quitting edi, main reason is my boss gonna leave us, then there leave no excuse for me to stay lo. and i think it is time for me to learn more see more edi, audit will be good to me, i think i shouldnt run from it anymore :) after december la, i will think really deep then... wish me good luck for my coming exam...

cont nex time

Special National Day Eve

Today, 30th of August 2008 is quite special, 2 events took place, non of it is related to Merdeka countdown, yet they r quite meaningful.

1st event:
our dear li went bek to canada d, haih, lack of 1 singing kaki again... however, wish u all the best la, my dear fren. tis is not the 1st time u gone to oversea, wat i suppose to wish had already told u previously, so i will tell u again when i got new wish to u. and i do remember our plan 3 yrs later, tis is one of my short term target, i will work hard to achieve it ya.

2nd event:
this should be the 1st degree convo among our gang if i m not mistaken, otherwise, then it will be the 1st convo amongst fren that i attend. hmmm, it is kinda rushing, hot and the time we spent together is short, yet it is still memorable and sweet. y so short? becoz 1 rushing to ipoh, 1 rushing bek to mentakab and 1 rushing to meet her parents to see house. we got limited photos oni, coz the mong 1 din charge the camera and sry kelly, i din intend to fight for the last shot, it is all god's will haha :P

i m not the main character in both of the above event, but why it is so special to me? remember wat we done on today during 2007? it's li's and my farewell party, the last time we sang b4 we departed for our better future, + we attended the countdown party. it feels good to play like tis, when oni we can do it once more? probably no chance forever? since everythg had changed...

one year had passed, spent tonnes of money, lets recall wat had i achieved. hmmm, basically nothing, my status is still ACCA STUDENT, the only changes is i start working oledi. do tis consider as 1 achieement? dun tink so, i m the most junior staff oni, but this is just the 2nd month i m working, so nothing much to say. one word to describe: haih......

August Recap

how can! i din post anything in August!!

tis whole august, uhmmm, quite meaningful i can say, we had done quite a number of things, i m not gonna repeat them here, it will be very boring. noe wad, i m thinking, is tis the life i wan? 平平淡淡过一生？ seriously, i m really comfortable with the life now, "morning 9, nite 6" after tat can go for K, dinner with close frens and watch movie, so 写意 ler. but can i satisfy?

Is it too early to think all these? but if i wan to think, wat is special for me then? haih....

exam~~ once again i fail my p1, professional accountant. m i not professional enuf to pass it? too childish? not ethical enuf? or m i not qualified at all to be known as an ethical, moralize person? ya, it's true i m from "jungle" in the point of view of "ang mo", but...... haih....

trips, celebrations, gathering~~ tis is the best achievement in my life to hav a bunch of frens hu r able to accompany me for activities, thx every1 for presenting me an interesting august :)

lastly, jogoya! any1 interested? it is at promotional period now, gentleman will get 50% discount if they bring a partner along, but, no homosexual allowed, meaning u will oni get the discount in a couple of lady and gentleman.

1st pay in my life

I got my 1st pay in my life in my saving account at last, by tis afternoon 4pm! know how i feel now? full of satisfaction i can say. it is the 1st 1.7k tat i earned with my own hard work without parent's support! sry to say tat there isnt any word tat could describe my feeling now! if i dun feel tired, surely i will not be sitting down here, blogging bout my mood, i must be elsewhere, having somethg better ^^"

but in contrast, i feel tat 1.7k is so "small", too bad to say tat i had fully allocated all my 1st pay, left 0 for myself, i must be save by nex month as well, haa... hmm, ntg else to write, cont nex time :)

Celebrity Fitness

yay, i went there at last! with my seniors and manager. this is not the 1st time i been to a fitness centre, so nothing too great bout the place, it is the activity i did there. i learned yoga tis time! it is really unbelieveable, i can sweat soooooo much without letting my heart to pump like crazy. it is true tat it is tiring, but it worth my effort. I m sure i will continue to attend these yoga classes hoping 1 day i can lift my body str8 up with the supporting of my head oni! tis is my current short-term vision hehe...

and for those who interested, feel free to join, coz it is considered cheap in the market for the same class of fitness centre. sry to say tat i cant get any staff price, just me myself can go in for free :(

tat's all for today, sleep loo...

updates

emm, long time din blog edi, let me update a bit bout myself since i m really free tonite hee...

last week was a busy week for me, since i was closing last months' account, not tat we r lazy or doing slow, but it is really tat much to be done! by just working for 3 weeks, i oredi met a 4 hr long OT, meaning i started work at 8:30am but ended up going bek at 10pm, ouch! i m lucky coz i just ot for 1 day, coz most of my collegue oways went home after 9. but, after tat nite, i m free as usual again, my clock card shows 3 "18:02" in a row, including today! i went home quite punctually as i m having a car pool, it is not so good to let others wait rite?

Red Cliff! a movie i waited for since last yr. so sad for not being able to watch it tonite, coz got 2 person ffk lo! actually i still can watch it with another person rite? but y dun i do so? i really dunno, dunno wat m i thinking as well =.=" ha, enuf for tat...

after working for almost 1 month, i can feel my body is getting healthier since i have more energy than before, i dun feel too tired after work, especially if i m having outtings after work, it will make me excited! like last nite, i went for dinner with a fren, and tmr i will go for yoga after work! tis will be my 1st time attending a yoga class, hope that my bone wont break, haha... to be frankly, i got no motivation to go alone to fitness centre even it is free, just feel lazy after work, if there isnt any outting, i will prefer to stay at home, stick my butt on the chair, and slack the whole nite through, aka a lazy man's lifestyle :)

i m kinda worry actually since i feel myself getting fat, i dare not stand on the weight coz i m scared to face the "truth" haha... noe wat, i keep get hungry when i m working even i din eat much lesser, keep asking for food -.-" i dunno why will tis happen, who can help me with tis? HELP~~~~ SOS! guys, if u found tat i grew fat d, plz tell me! i must keep my weight at least at current or even lesser! i noe we r very hardworking in exercise, we went for badminton twice every weekend, but dunno y, i just dun feel i m losing any weight, how?~~~~

Weekend

it's saturday again!! time passes kinda fast nowadays, it's 2 weeks since i start working and i happily announce that i had hand up the whole set of account of my branch to my manager, tis is the 1st task i completed in the company :-)



I am bek to mentakab again since there is an important gathering tonite, and mayb i had used to it since i started my college life, i feel like coming bek every week. previously, i feel nothing bout weekend, but now, it is so meaningful, i gets to c my parents, all my lovely frens and sleep for longer hour during weekend, i just loves weekends ^^

**this was wat i wrote yesterday, another belated post :P

today, my movement was a bit slow, i twisted my leg again T.T dunno wat had happened, twisted twice in just 7 months time. i twisted my leg during the most interesting "men's fight" yesterday, causing me to leave the game half way, replaced by miss kelly who was so man, she won the game on behalf of me, well done gal keke...

since i cant really walk well, i "bought" an MC from clinic lim, ya, i m free tmr o, time to plan some activities again. tmr will be a "难得的假期" for me, altho i just start work for 2 weeks, just miss those days when i was so free to hang out anytime until anytime i like. really hope to sing k by tmr. i m thinking, mayb i will go even if i need to go alone, it had been weeks since i last sang, miss miss miss!

time to get some tea time, cont crapping nex time la :)

to YOU who concern

it had been some time since my last post, ya i m kinda busy past few days, busy going out with frens since monday nite. this had caused me to be extremely tiring now, even the time now is just 7pm. ya, i just reached home from work 15 mins ago and i decided to post somethg while waiting for "him" to come over.

after reading "ur" blog, ha, speechless. u noe wat i m thinking? something tat my mum keep scolding me past few yrs :" how will u get succeeded if u keep forget things like tis?" i m also kinda angry with myself when i forgot somethg that i shdnt forgot. personally i dun think laughing at u or avoiding from us helps u to change. u will just forgot things while u r going out with us? i dun think so lo, mayb it is just due to probability, wat is the ratio of going out with them and going out with us? there r quite a ot of times that u r "safe" after going out with us, wat i can say is "so happen" only lo, so pls dun think tat it is just when u go out with us, u will forget somethg. sometimes, i even think tat it is "she" hu makes somethg simple looks serious with her laughter. no offence, pls dun scold me k? :P

well, another quote tat i found useful: pls dun put the blame on anythg, any1 when somethg happens, wat u need to do is change urself. i can c u feel quite guilty troubling someone, but pure blaming urself without corrective action is useless wad. u r still the same if u dun even try to change! actually u noe, i dun agree that u say "TIS IS ME", u r giving urself the chance to recur ur mistake. ok, if u feel angry, i m sry, but tis is seriously how i feel lo. as a fren of u, i seriously dun hope to c u like tis anymore, tell urself, tis is ur very LAST time, dun ever repeat anymore.

come on, change it before u start work, ur collegue and boss wont like u if u keep forget somethg. i dunno whether it is related or not, but at least my bro and i feel so. after quiting games, we found that our memory do gets better, serious! u can try tis, altho i noe it is a bit hard for u. dun ask me y, coz i dunno. wat i can figure out now is i can put more time on matters tat i do concern, tat's y i seldom forget things nowadays.

from my observation, u always miss out somethg due to comfortness. i know everyone hates trouble. like u, u like to take out ur key from pocket because u feel it is uncomfortable, but if u know u will forget, y must u take it out then? uncomfortable is better than u lost it wad.

enuf, the rest, figure it out urself, these r wad i wan to say. good luck to ur future.

Monday Blue

after having an interesting weekend at mentakab, finally i m bek to kl again! to continue my working life. ya, as seen in the title, i m a bit lazy, and kinda tiring after this 2-day-break. tiring becoz we had been to badminton session twice and oso one yamcha session till 2am. i reckon it is very fun to chit chat with tis gang of fren, and sometime i will tink can i still survive without them? will i die of loneliness? ok, i noe i tink too much again XD

well, it's time to sleep, i must work excessive fast tmr to finish the extra task given by my boss, god bless me, i dun wan to OT tmr! coz i got appointment with a long-time-no-c-collegemate at nite. so, it is time to preserve energy for that.

that's all for today, good nite every1 :)

improvement?

did i improved myself? after working for 3 days, i feel a bit better now, coz i learned! altho it is not a great thing, but i m really glad tat i learned somethg new in my life. today, i started to key in data into computer using microsoft excel.seriously, i looked totally newbie in the company, it is a truth that study and work is a lot of difference! i feel tat i barely can apply wat i learned in class, they r so technical, or mayb, i m applying without knowing it haha.

now, there is somethg in my mind, in my employment agreement, there isnt any allowance paid for overtime, so shd i work overtime? there is a deadline for every task given actually, so if i can finish it in time, there is no point i need to work overtime rite? but when i was told i need to pass up my work by next monday, i feel a bit nervous now, i scared i cant finish in time, on the other hand i dun feel like working ot, coz i will need to take lrt back by then. i noe i m lazy, but this is wat i m made of, just cant help :P

the oni solution now is i hav to do my work faster lo and most importantly without mistake! today, i managed to key in some data correctly yet some of it, i dun even noe where is my mistake. useless to think bout it now, i will let my senior to help me tmr hee...

well, back to bangkok trip. on the second day, we have a guide, bringing us around bangkok in a comfortable yet a lil narrow's van, not so good for us who hav long legs, aka tall. dunno y, bangkok just dun suit tall ppl, we will knock our head getting down the van, even our hotel's shower r extraordinary short in height, to wash my hair, i need to bow at the wall! there r still a few incidents who made someone in our gang who feel proud of one's shortness. it had been 1 week time, sad to say that i forgotten somethg. tat "short ppl" keep "sai meng" in front of us lo, it was really funny indeed. just let "tis short" ppl happy for one trip, nex time will let this "short ppl" suffer a bit, we will go to a "tall" country instead XD

tat day, we visited places like crocodile farm, gem factory, herbal factory, some temples and oso 2 "interesting" local cultural show- "ha" show and tiger show. "ha" is actually meant for ah gua, coz kap is for guy, ka is for gal, they cal use both! so dun ever add a "ha" at the end of ur sentence, lolz... tok bout ah gua, i actually did somethg insane without knowing it requires pay =.=" once the show ended, they gathered outside to hav a photography session with the crowd, it isn't free! so think carefully b4 u take photo with them, just to remind those who dunno. noe wat, they r so "fierce", they grabbed my hand to touch their so called breast to take photo, and tis cost me 200 baht without getting my consent. ok la, i admit i din struggle, coz i was thinking that they r so open, wat to scared? this might be their culture + some curiousity in me led me to this. well, they r quite pity as well, they need a lot of money to maintain themselves, and 200baht is not a big money at all, so just let it be, i will treat it as an interesting experience to me...

ok, enuf on ah gua, we went to suan lam night bazaar for dinner + a minor shopping. those things there r really cheap, can negotiate somemore, 名副其实的女人街. i believe every lady will love this place. y just a minor shopping? coz we r in a hurry to watch tiger show! hmm, this is not as interesting as i expected, but their abilities r impressive! besides admiring their ability, one of us did say:" how they marry in future?", they r indeed really pity.if u dunno wat is a tiger show and eager to know wat is it, go watch it. it is not highly recommended but just to experience it is not a bad idea...

this is how we spent our 2nd days. sry for not going into details, coz i m very very tiring now, need to go to bed now. cont next time :)

1st day working

well well well, looking at these 3 words, the situation cant be too good, hehe... but not too bad la, a simple phrase that tells everythg is : working is like tis one lo. at last, i know the exact reason of being emotional imbalance these few days. i m still thinking of enjoying my life with u guys! wat the heck is happening to me?! i cant be playing for the whole life rite? come on...

today, wat i did for the whole day was basically reconcilation, tallying the cash receipt with all the revenues. if ask me bout my feeling, erm, not very challenging, not very exciting, everythg can be done if u gets familiar. mayb tis is just the 1st day, i m still under training, it will be different if i starts to handle the whole sets of the account.

i m the account executive of gurney plaza branch, i will manage the whole branch's account. those who based there will key in daily transactions and i will check then post them into the account to produce income statement and balance sheet. great to be heard but actually i m just doing somethg simple, hehe. ok, let's c how is tmr.

bout bangkok, lets start with the 1st day to satisfy liew a bit:
on Monday 23rd June 08, our boarding time was 8:45pm, so some of us went to kl earlier to watch a movie (Kung fu Panda) which is a very very very funny cartoon! oh, i laugh until my tears drop! in fact, our initial plan was to sing k, but time doesnt allow us to do so. after movie, it was already 5 somethg, so we went to the airport str8 after meeting another car. we had McD as our dinner since no kfc was found in LCCT while some1 was making noise, wanted to hav kfc as dinner! too bad, cant help haha...

the flight lasted for just 2 hrs which is really nice, no need to sit until leg cramp. basically, we did nothing on the 1st day upon reaching, it was already around 11 when we reached our hotel (grande ville hotel) which customer service is quite good i can say. we just had a light supper after bath then we went to bed since we need to wake up at 6am, go out at 7am the nex day!

ok, tat's all for today, continue tmr ^^v

转折点

最近几天，我的心情总是怪怪的，既开心又有点郁闷，或许，这就是人生即将迈入另一阶段的征兆吧？终于，celebrity fitness 聘请我当它们的会计执行员 (account executive)，为此，我感到很高兴，因为找了这么久，我终于找到了我人生的一份工作。可是，这也意味着我将要离开一个令我感到很舒适又开心的生活圈子，撇开一切以往的生活习惯。最令我不舍得的，当然就是我那一班猪朋狗友咯，毕竟，要上班，以后要玩乐的时间也没那么松动了，也只能局限于晚上咯，肯定会错过很多节目吧。一想到这一点，爱玩的我就“没力”了。。。

*this was the opening i wrote on the night i came bek from bangkok, i dun hav the mood to continue anymore, just too bad...

at this moment, i think a lot r excited with our bangkok trip post, but i got no mood to blog bout it rite now, tmr i will be facing something really new in my life, i m a bit helpless with those uncertainty rite now. i dun know will i work long in this company, coz i m still aiming for singapore companies, 2.3 times of RM, i can sure save a lot! but to be frankly, it is really hard to get one~~~

however, if wan to tok bout bangkok trip, i would describe it as a memorable, nice, interesting trip yet it is imperfect due to some accident during the trip. i'm looking forward to our next trip o! Taiwan, I M COMING!

the night before IT

time flies~ by the same time tmr, i will be in Bangkok, with a bunch of "pig dog frens". our prime mission is to "burn" money there, that's to shop like insane! 4 days later, i will post a report for tis mission, to see whether we had achieved the prime objective or not :P

we had prepared for this trip 3 months ago and we bought our air ticket 2 months ago, tat's booking on 3rd apr, payment on 5th apr. how come there is 2 dates? tat's becoz the card holder, one of the pig/dog "bai wu long", keyed in wrong details while making the payment! i was so nervous tat time, not becoz it is hard to be settled, but the card holder was at oversea by tat time, seriously hard to contact man, but it was all settled at last.

ok, lets tok bout my mood now. well, a bit excited, since tis will be the very 1st oversea trip with this gang of fren, the gang which brings me the most happiness all the while. tis time, my mum is shocked by our excitement coz she saw me busy toking to phones, smsing, and went out today with few of them to buy some basic needs for tour.

she asked me a question:" how come all of you r so excited?"
b4 i managed to answer, my younger bro answered her:"sure la, go and play with fren, even i went to malacca with my fren, not oversea, we were so excited!"

hmm, shd we call this the power of frenship?

lastly, glad to say tat every1 is quite cooperating all the while, agreeing to matters easily, eventhough some of them was studying oversea by tat time, as i mentioned. thx every1, hope that it will be a successful trip. cheers!

19/6/08

once again, i went to kl, tis time i went there for 2 reasons:
1) interview
2) King's bday

nothing much bout the interview, but i made the most mistake tis time, i answered wrongly an easy accounting question and stunned a few times with some questions which i managed to answer previously. dunno y, i just not able to voice out the answer i gave previously which doesnt really make lots of sense. so, most probably another failure interview :-/

rite b4 king reached, we went for a movie-"the happening", and went shopping a while. the movie is, ok la, not too bad, yet not as interesting as "the day after tmr". and bout shopping, at last, i managed to buy the 1st 2 slack in my life, it is true u noe?! i din make the decision to buy at G2000 in a sudden, i planned it long time ago, just i din really meet any big sales b4 this. i really do like those 2 pants a lot, hee...

we din do many things tis time, we had our dinner at Marche, situated in The Street, which is quite good in price and environment. bout the food, sry, no picture was taken, coz we just remembered it after we swallowed everything. seriously i dun feel those food r very very good, yet not too bad la, at least we enjoyed the moment we had our dinner together. dunno issit becoz i ate too much "good" food, i found tat i cant really find so called "delicious" food nowadays. i noe i m kinda lucky, i do appreciate a lot, hehe...

tis time, we ended the celebration kinda early, around 1am. every1 was tired tat time, and i think it is time for us to admit that we r "old" already, compared to my bro's gang, lolz... time to sleep, cont nex time. it is 9 mins past 12 now, happy birthday miss kelly!

life full of numbers

is it good? if all those numbers represents my assets, surely it is good! but, these 2 days, i was busying with other's numbers, tis is so called the "bitter part" of an accountant. and mayb tis is y there r so many corporate scandals out there, being "red eyed" on other's wealth!

accountant is still very far from me, i m ntg rite now, no certs, no qualification ntg. but nvm, experience is more important to me now, i shd aim for the 3 yrs experience required from now, meaning i got 3 more years to complete my leftover 2 papers, so tat i can get my acca license 3 yrs from now.

however, i am a bit worry now, because i was kinda tired doing all these accounts thingy! looking at numbers is kinda tiring, my eye looks blur and brain is heavy, sigh... how come a? is this the same case as doctor who scares blood? hmmm......

ahh, very tired now, sleep loo, think bout tis later :-)

Father's Day

Father's day suppose to be tmr, but as usual, my family celebrated it 1 day earlier, at saturday nite to suit everyone. although, the only thing imperfect is yet there r still a few family members who cant attend due to their work and life out there, overall, tis can be said as one of the most wonderful day for me. i m thinking now, if i choose to stay oversea b4 tis, i will miss out all the fun i had these 6 months. i reckon tat i m one of which who scare to be lonely, here comes one special equation of mine: no frens, no family = miserable life. thx for all my frens hu accompanied me all these while, but tis time, my family members will be the main cast in tis article.

my family members, include my grandparents, my parents, uncles, aunties, and also my generations, 30+ person, gathered together to celebrate tis meaningful day: father's day. some will think, wat's so special? it will be celebrated every year! but for me, tis is the 2nd best gathering ever with my family members after the farewell party they held for me! they really touched my heart tat time, to be frankly, i cant stand the touching and i did cried even while i m singing, really paiseh hehe, but i feel proud of it! it is my family! not a small family leading by father and mother, but a big one, led by grandparents!

tonite, i can feel the warmth of a real family, thx to the organiser of the telematch, every1 do enjoy themselves, including adults! can u imagine the situation? every1 is very focused into the game, adults arguing like a kid, with young kids ( from 9 y/o to 20 y/o) when there r conflicts, some r their own children u noe? it is kinda funny man! a simple quote of chinese is 大人小孩打成一片，和乐融融。this is a bit difficult to achieve as adults r usually ego in most of the family, but i saw it tonite in my lovely family! one word, fantastice scene!

there is one sentence from my uncle who recovered from leukemia that made me remember the most: "love your father and mother always, not only on father's or mother's day, tell them "I Love You", a very powerful word to hold a family tight, and the best wish is healthy always, not other, trust me, nothing is more important than health, love them while u can, dun wait till one day when you regret!" another chinese quote for tis is 别等到树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。

lastly, a well known term f.a.m.i.l.y.
Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

If one day my parents found my blog and read tis, i wish to tell them that i m so proud to be their son, i will do watever i can to make them proud of me as well. for readers of my blog, i wish u guys r having a great father's day celebration as well. hereby, i wish all fathers in tis world a very very happy father's day.

面壁思过

过去，
总是对未来充满信心，
充满期待，
计划多得很。
虽然曾失败很多次，
总能再度爬起来。
但今天，
我真的好累，
不想再继续了，
不想再在他人面前假装坚强，
或许，
我真的该休息了。
突然间，
我感觉自己好没用，
难道我之前对自己的看法都是错的吗？
或许吧。。。

I am bek

at last! I am back, i shd hav started blogging yesterday de, but just too bad, i dun hav the mood to do so, i was trying means and ways to release my bad feelings on my last paper. this is the 1st time i feel tat i cant get through right after the exam. is it really tat difficult? i dun know, coz i got few frens tat feels it is easy yet there r some including me feels tat it is more difficult than previous sitting, tragics...


how sad huh, ppl who finish the final exam usually feels happy, but i cant feel tat joy at all. even i felt tat i made the wrong decision tat's to stop applying for jobs, and wat i paid for tis wrong decision made is lost of 4 months time, wat a "big" loss. aih, i shd stop being so "down" edi, everythg is over, need to plan my future again, my plans always gets deviated! Y? changes always move faster than plans? tis is the oni explaination i tink.


do i lose my confidence again? i tink more or less it is affected. actually i got a lot to write b4 tis, but i think just let it be, "dun think so much bout things already passed", a very meaningful golden quotes. time to stand up and fight bek! be strong! dun act like a loser anymore! ok, time to sleep, cont next time, no more long rest anymore hehe :-)

free now?

M i? absolutely no! but looking back at my last post, it was more than 10 days edi! i noe it wasnt too long for others, but it is a miracle to me! not to tok big here, but seriously i din online/touch my laptop for 1 whole week already, awesome!!

i m a lil busy lately, busying revising, exercising, working and last but not least playing, he he he... it is just 2 more weeks to my final ( hope tat tis is the real FINAL for me ) and tis is y i m extraordinary hardworking recently. hardworking in the sense that i din dl any drama to watch, go str8 into the room to study once i get home after work, no matter how tired i was by tat time. actually u noe, it is a little bit hard for me to live without internet since i had used to it since secondary school. ya, thx to TMNET again for granting me more time for my study, my line is still tat terrible, tis always spoil my mood to online so tat i will choose to continue my study. i m actually fed up with their customer service, and now feel reluctant to phone them up. nah, let it continue to be so until i finish my exam, 2 more weeks only!!

lets tok something bout my interview few days back. tat day, i woke up quite early, at 8 am. after breakfast and fetching 2 of my frens, we headed to kl together. i was driving quite fast tat day, (dunno got tio speed trap or not >.<) so tat i wont be too rushing later. but at last, i m still late for the interview haha! although it was due to we had lunch together but i dun regret doing so, coz if i din had it, i already fainted half way through the interview. it was a long long interview but i just got the chance to speak for 10 mins( out of 3 hrs ), sigh... wat a waste of time. if it was a solo interview instead of a grp one, then i wont be late for K. after tis interview, only i realised that it is kinda tiring to pay attention to listen to others, it is draining my energy although i m just sitting quietly, listening to everyone's speech. i m really tired in redbox, i refuse to sing, but they keep force me (T.T), i just need a place for me to rest my mind since the crazy KL traffic and weather cause me cant go home after interview!~~

as usual, we played till midnite and slept together in the "morning" except for 1 who say wan to go to class but ended up skipped class stating tat she is having headache when she woke up! c la, i oso say u cant wake up 1 la, LMAO! (for those who dunno, LMAO = laugh my ass out) after lunch, we went bek to mentakab, it was the most tiring drive ever, i fall on my bed immediately after i bring my new "family member" bek home. tis also made me remembered that liew once almost fall asleep while he was driving few of us bek to mentakab, so dangerous!! luckily tis time mr fish is tough enuf to tok to me all the way bek home hehe...

time to study again, continue nex time ^^

Tiring~

recent updates:
1- grew fat by 1kg in 2 weeks time T.T
Due to my parent's over-concerned on me, i successfully gainned 1kg of fat under somewhere of my body, i m really fed up of tis edi, the quantity i ate last 2 weeks outbeat those i took in kl for a month, swt...

2- skipped class today due to overslept in afternoon nap
due to some reasons, i slept at 7am tis morning, havent tried tis for quite some time after not going to cyber cafe anymore. luckily a 醒目 gal din wake us up at 10am tis morning or i will be like a "dead fish" today. i keep everythg nicely, prepare to go to class edi 1, but who noes, i slept without any conscious until 6 something. my eye cant really opens and i feel giddy when i just woke up, so there comes an evil intention-skip class. i m thinking, if there was fire while i was sleeping, i m a "burned pig" by now haha, it was a real sound sleep...

3- Patimas Computer Berhad
This is a listed IT firm in Bursa Saham Kuala Lumpur, a potential employer of mine as well. they got my resume on jobstreet and the person in charge phoned me up while we were on our way to enjoy 辣椒板面 in chow kit road. tis is the 1st time a company phoned me up without i applied b4 hand, interesting! at least i know tat still got company wants me hehe. it is located in Bukit Jalil Technology Park, i dun really know the place but if according to the map they sent me via email, it isnt too difficult to reach and not too far from my house. the interview is by nex wed, 1-4pm, hope tat there is good news :-)

4. CFA (chartered financial analyst)
there is a strong determination burning in my heart to continue study tis by next yr after talking with my collegemate, yet it all depends on my job and time available. i noe it is not an easy course but it is my interest and failing rate no longer can scare me off, coz i m numb with failure in exam d! dunno is it a good sign or a bad 1, haih...

tat's all for today, need to sleep soon. it is shock to play insanely but the consequence is i m still tat tiring after so much of sleeping, good nite to me~~

钱不够用！

昨晚，见了我的一群“损友”后，我已比平时晚上床睡觉，再加上也不知怎么搞的，我双眼累得很，可是我的脑却不停地想东西，不让我休息，在床上滚了不知多久才真正睡着的。可是，今天，我竟然比平时早了一小时起床，看来等一下我要睡午觉了。平时这个时候，我应该是在外面忙着的，可是今天我妈她决定做其他事，一些我不怎么帮得上忙的事，所以我才这么闲，能 update blog。

今天嘛，我一早就收到电话，只身前往JPJ注册新车牌，对，我家又将添个新“成员”了，终于，之前把旧车都卖完后的一切空缺都补上，以后都不需要再排时间表用车咯。这新成员的加入，意味着我家的开销又增加了，加多少呢？也不会太多啦，因为之前都必需养这么多成员，只是他们都比旧的贵，应该只多几百吧。看着家里的负债越来越多，我真的担心我父母的背骨因被得太重，弄伤了。不过还好再多两个月（没意外的话）又有一个新立军加入这现实的社会，开始赚钱啦，到时，不但不用再养我这蛀米大虫，还能丢半辆车给我养啦，不过，还真的需要等到我找到工先。

想着算着，原来我以后一个月赚1900-2000，根本没钱存，还说要到哪里哪里旅行，怎么可能！
工钱 ：2000
EPF/Socso ：(480)
供车 ：(1000)
车油 ：(200)
Parking ：(100)
水电费 ：(100)
电话费 ：(50)
吃 ：(450)

有些费用算少了都已经变负数了啦！别说旅行嘛，现在连吃都已成问题了！看戏唱歌？免谈！那人生还有乐趣吗？真惨！所以说嘛，趁现在还有人养，必需尽情享受咯！:P

做么(为什么) ；酱(这样）

do these 2 words exist? guess wad, i saw these 2 words in an article in 南洋商报! the 1st impression i had is :"omg, malaysian's chinese standard is going down slope!"

to be frankly, i dun expect to see these words appearing in newspaper, it will mislead the public that these 2 words do really exist. i know the author is trying to create the effect by using wordings from our daily conversation, but not so good rite? actually isnt it these 2 words r just jargons from KL and mentakab citizen? coz many ppl from other states like Johor and Penang cant really catch our chinese. tis is also y i m so curious bout it.

well, will it be 1 day when we find the word 酱 in dictionary, there will be an extra meaning besides its original meaning? just like Manglish, we r creating malaysian chinese (mynese? mayonnaise? lolz...)

yesterday, i found tat i have a supporter from my old blog, so happy! she is going to study ACCA in London as well, preparing everythg just like me during last July. this recall my memories on how excited i was b4 going: applying for visa, finding detials on accomodation, lifestyle of london etc etc, shopping like there is no more tmr and also keep going out with my best frens as if we wont meet each other again... look at the date today, 5/5/08, time is passing really fast, it is almost 1 yr since i start preparing for my oversea study, even li is bek for holiday edi. it is a very nice experience i can say, hope tat she will enjoy her life there, all the best...

do i miss london? ya, a lil, miss my landlords, and my frens there...

一些有趣的人生观

每段人生都会有起有落，没经历过失败与波折，就不叫人生，而是一幅没色彩的拼图，拼完后就悄悄地离开这世界。这样的人生有趣吗？人总要真正跌过，然后能重新振作才叫成功，对吧？而且人通常在大落后，他往后的人生就会顺风顺水。

since i got ntg better to do now, y not let me just share tis. tis is how i think all the time, there must be a point where i will fall! u will think how weird m i rite? where got ppl expect him/herself to fail somethg in their life 1 rite? in tis society, every1 will just work out their best to prevent failure, but how come i got such a funny thinking? i m waiting for my failure to approach me! lolz...

since young, my life is always good, no doubt, my parent did a good job, grown up a 怪胎 successfully. i din fail any exam, i did well in most of my exams including a few acca papers even i din really study hard sometime. then here comes tis weird thinking, i was thinking, if everythg is still going so good, meaning i will face tat "failure" in my career life? oh come on, the consequences will be much serious! i dun wan! is it becoz of tis, i m letting myself to fail my acca as if no tomorrow? if so, i must really "switch tis off", i wan to pass! i must study not according to mood anymore, 1 month left only~

then when i shared tis with a fren, one feels tat tis is quite meaningful, good in encouraging ppl who faced failure in their life like me in the sense tat i FAILed before, everythg will be better! hope tat when tis "dark age" of my life is passed by this coming june, everythg will be better in the future, god bless me~~

updates

headache, headache, headache, din sleep enuf last nite...... i realised tat i havent been updating my blog for some time, ops, i m getting lazy as well, he he he. actually, dunno y, time is just passing fast nowadays, god is trying to be good to me, sending me to my judgement day asap? release my suffer earlier? haha, seriously nonsense! yeah, whenever i got thing to write, i got no time, but when i got time to do so, i forgotten wat i wanted to write, and dun have such feeling to write the same thing again.

wat had i done recently? hmm, ntg much and i feel like i m wasting my life recently while others r working hard to persue their dreams, their careers. i din study much, din help much with my parent's work, (note: din help much, not din help at all hehe) and skipped class for ntg altho i just did it once tis sem. shd i be proud of it then? haha, surely not...

supposingly, i should be in mentakab rite now but the celaka furniture shop, wan to do my business yet i hav to suit their time, m i too good to be bullied? now when i think bek oni notice tat y i so stupid, lolz. wat is the logic behind? where is my so called consumer right? ya, i dun think this is practiced in malaysia. one glance at my hall, hmmm, typical guy's house, besides messy, it is still messy hoho. and where is my room door? -.-" it had been months since i start looking for suppliers, sweat...

time is getting near to july, it will be 6 months since i come bek from london, and yet, i achieved nothing, haih~~ wat kind of life will i live by tat time? (starts worrying edi...) my answer is NO IDEA! after 3 times of interview, only i realised tat my "value" is not more than 2k, how come i m tat cheap? ACCA wor! so many ppl out there tot tat ACCA grad will hav a "bright" future, say how good la, how grand la, how high ppl pay acca grad la. oh come on, wat a crap! or is it becoz i havent really grad yet, just like the light bulb is a bit loose, not "bright" enough?

exam~ it is exam period nowadays, most of my friends r having their exams while i m still relaxing myself like nothing gonna happen, revise only when i got mood. i need some stress from exam ler, but i cant feel any YET! gets numb facing exam edi? hmmm, suddenly i feel tat i cant let myself be a student any longer or i m just burning my parent's money. supposingly i graduated 1 yr ago, working hard towards my 1st pail of gold edi 1. but wat m i doing now? haha, no eye see myself edi. i think the most precious thing i got in return of my failure in examinations is the frenship tat i lost previously and a chance to "burn money" oversea. ha, at least something. m i trying to console my broken heart? maybe~~

HSBC

i went for the 2nd interview at hsbc today, i reckon this is a very good employer, just its name itself is good enuf, at least if u tell ppl that ur former employer is hsbc, u got credit. however, there will always be pros and cons in every decision.

Cons:
1) working period is 4pm til 1am ( follow UK's time )
2) pure data entry job which require only SPM qualification
3) pay = RM1900 <-- attractive? absolutly NOT
4) public holiday folo UK, meaning no CNY!!
5) no social life! ppl go out, i m working; i wan to go out, every1 will be working =.="

Pros:
1) 26 days pay leave including 8 days UK public holiday
2) dun need to wake up early
3) dun need to jam
4) very near my house
5) got 2 types of increment ( 6 months assessment increment and yearly increment )

Seriously i m a lil disappointed after listening to the job description... How should i decide? time will tell again?

故地重游

amongst so many trips to penang, tis time is the best ever, coz i found new yummy food, not those i took every year!

Penang Hill

Nice Ice Kacang is found! i din take photo of this coz i had destroyed it's attractive outlook once it is served to me! cant wait to swallow it! :D~~ then there come the famous char kuey teow as my main course for my lunch.

a glance on it, i m already get attracted; a smell on it, my saliva start dripping; one bit on it, i cant forget it's taste already~~

after a delicious meal, my family and i explore around the hill, we went for jungle tracking and take photos with snakes~~

it's skin is smooth! smoother than a lot of gals out there lolz...

then at nite, we went to end of the world- a place near seaside to hav seafood as dinner. oww, it is really an awesome meal, dishes included:

1) freshy oyster with lemon + tobasco (chilli)
2) Cheese baked lobster - the cheese on it is fattening, creamy, milky and last but not least YUMMY!
3) 宫宝虾膏
4) deep fried taufu - under the crispy skin is a fresh, white, juicy taufu! one bite on it, the juice splash out. oww, how come no1 can cook such taufu here~~
5) fried sotong
6) one mee and one meehun

sry, but i really forgot to take photos until i hav finish eating XD Lastly, i found the best "the ship" in mayb malaysia, it is on the beach, and it's exterior is exactly like a ship, hope tat i will hav a chance to hav my meal there~~

哀悼

昨天是我外婆的死祭，意味着一年又过去了。可能我是冷血的吧，老实说，我并没对她的去世感到太难过，就不会是那种痛不欲生的感觉。人与人之间就是这样，一旦少联络，少交谈，就算是亲戚，也不会比经常和你联络，与你没有血缘关系的好朋友亲密。一提起外婆去世，我就会不由己地想起我错过了热浪岛之旅！两者好像都已挂钩似的。。。会不会是遗憾作祟？在这么悲伤的日子里，我竟然还想着玩，太不像话了吧！莉说得对，你们都是一些会令人上瘾的“白粉”！这遗憾恐怕要跟随我一辈子了。 >.<

提起悲伤嘛，我到不觉得全是。对，失去亲人，应该很伤心，但我觉得我外婆却是得到了解脱，如果你晓得她在世时的生活，你就会和我有同感。在我外婆跌倒之前，她比谁都壮，吃得好，睡得好，节目还多姿多彩的。但好景不长，在她跌倒第一次，她就失去了一半的行动能力，出门都得带轮椅，以便她累了能让她歇会儿。可是不知怎么搞的，她在去世前几个月，又在洗手间摔了一交，令她完全失去了两条腿，不是被砍了，而是有等于没有。。。

我舅舅和姨姨都有叫她去和他们一起住，好让他们照顾，可是老人家始终有点固执，坚持住老家，人就是不喜欢改变。好啦，住在老家，没有人能经常带她出去，每天都做三等公民：等吃，等睡，等死。这真的不能怪谁，毕竟大家都得“找吃”，这就是现实又残酷的社会，总不会有公司会雇用你，却又每天让你放假照顾你的母亲吧。结果，外婆就这样悄悄地在睡梦中走了，潇潇洒洒地找我外公去了。我外婆养有七儿四女，有两个儿子及一个女孙比她先去了，但大部分都事业有成，也嫁了好丈夫，总算今生无悔了，外婆，您就安息吧。。。

Connie's bday celebration's 花边新闻

Since the main cast will blog for her own celebration, i wont write bout it then. but there r yet somethg worth mentioning:

1) got 2 person ffk! since u 2 so bad, i oso dun wan be kind to both of u, pay me! i m chasing for payment in public wakakaka
2) I got bullied! they keep cheat me to eat! my weight~~ 我的心真的受伤了 T.T
3) got minor food poisoning, been to toilet 5 times today -.-" dunno issit due to the cake turns sour
4）our mong king wan to slot in the parking ticket into the slot where it accept cash when paying for the parking
5) miss greedy dun even know wat movie we r watching until the movie is ended, LMAO
6) Hsin-wern said i grew thin again! he is really honest :P
7) Yay, i can sing at last! after 1 month not singing~ but voice no good edi, sigh~~~
8) Found a nice western food restaurant in 1U, named Bakerzin, must go for its dessert next time ^^

feel giddy edi, need to rest earlier today, update nex time when i get bek from penang :)

两梳蕉

yeah, tis is the 2 comb of bananas i mentioned in the title, seems normal, indeed it is just some normal bananas which will get rotten after 3 days (Mr patient, plz finish those banana! dun waste it, lolz!) but wat i wan to mention is the "meaning" behind it!

yesterday, which was a lovely friday, when i asked every1 in mentakab to come out for a drink, i received tis message: "he had his medicine n slept le. caught a flu", i was shocked! so sudden huh? then somethg pop up in my fren (L)'s mind when v r discussing wat to do today via sms - pay him a visit! but then, when time is up and we r just about to depart to tis patient's house, L told me tat he din pick up his phone. so when i called to his house, his mum told me he had fall asleep AGAIN! haha, it was my mistake, i din inform him b4 hand, my bad...

so, we decided to hav a drink during tea time while waiting for him to wake up. while we r toking, the patient finally woke up and smsed me. then we decided to continue our plan, since tis is the 1st time we pay a visit to some1's house while 1 is sick~ fresh experience for me! but, we cant go empty to visit a patient rite? like wat those dramas teach, we went to buy the bananas above, lol! we r insane once again- 带两梳蕉去探病. noe wat we do? 3 of us (L, C and me) played big2 with the patient while we r eating rojak biscuit. he can just see us eating and he cant eat, pity him~ tis is also y we bought banana haha! actually we found tat the patient looked better rite b4 we left. laughter can cure flu? then y we need a doctor then? haha~

well well, i was kinda busy past few days, busy helping my parents with their business during day time, so was kinda tired for me to post somethg new. tis is the latest insane thingy we've done, hope u enjoy reading tis~~

Job Fair

I attended a job fair on sunday, which is named "Career & Training Fair 08", held at mid valley exhibition centre. tis is suppose to be the largest job fair where many big companies are attending to attract potential human resource. i went there with 2 good frens of mine, all of us will be graduating by june ( hopefully la ), and we need to get a job as soon as we r bek from Bangkok, tis is the ideal situation la. actually, it suppose to be 2 more coming, but 1 have exam by tmr and another 1 is with her parents in kl.

supposingly, there r over hundreds of companies and we shd prepare around tat figure of resume so tat every company will hav 1 copy of our resume, higher chance of getting interviewed! but i just feel unnecessary when i was photostating at home and the situation proved me right. we reached mv at around 3, but then we din go for the fair str8, we lined up to buy movie tickets 1st, coz we r planning to watch a movie b4 we go home. and at last, we watched it at 4.45pm coz we tot tat the job fair is until nite lor. our initial planning was going bek to the fair once we finish our movie, but! the god like dun like me to work outside, it is fooling me! the fair is closed when we go bek there again, gosh~~~ tis made me just able to sign up for a few companies like: Hong Leong Grp, HSBC, Petronas, EON bank etc

one funny thing to share when we r there: when ppl ask 1 of us, wat is ur qualification now, one of us answered "post grad", i was like "uh? when did u finish ur master? lolz!" by tat time, but we clarified it by we left tat vendor :X

i learned 1 lesson today - dun enjoy urself halfway of the thing u r doing, unless u r very sure u can continue it later. ( in fact we really tot we can continue de~~ )

thoughts under the gloomy skies

清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂~ once i wake up, the sky is again dark, not really dark, but seems gloomy. it had been raining heavily these few days, the water level of klang river has raised a lot, just dunno will there be a day when KL is flooded then every1 will hav holidays, but hopefully not, i m staying in kl... thought bout cheng meng, many ppl asked me the same question:" y dun make it on saturday/sunday when there r more relatives around?" well, i m not sure is it purely becoz tis is the trend of my family, or i m having some stubborn elders, aiks. since they r my elders, i can just respect their decision speechlessly. it is kinda inconvenient for some ppl to get bek on the "real" day, probably some need to skip class, some already arranged other things to do yet hav to give up, they r just tat inconsiderate sometimes. 家家有本难念的经, probably tis is mine~~ i had discussed tis issue with another good fren of mine, shd we respect their decision while they r not taking into consideration of our convenience? after tonnes of argument, i still hav to do as they say to qualify as a 孝顺子孙. yah, tat's me, dare to say, dun dare to do. probably wat i get from this argument is i hav released all my negative feelings...

ok, finished the gloomy part, now come a happy one - our june trip is confirmed at last! thx for cooperations from all participants tat makes tis trip successful. i know it is a tough decision to make, there r still many unseen problem awaits since there r still 2 months plus till the departure date, but honestly, u guys r so great to come out with a decision tis fast! i m really proud of u guys, everythg is decided in 24 hours, especially for those who r facing "problems" yet they r going! dun worry, if there r still upcoming problems, dun worry, just tell us wat is it and we will settle it for u~ here comes a golden quote from my mum : "problems r to be solved, not worry!" and "if there isnt any problem arises, i will fail to perform my role as a problem solver" :-)

probably tis is the very last trip for us for future few months or maybe years, so lets have fun till the max. y? i oso dunno, just got such feelings. graduations r taking place and tis indicates it's time to change. whether it is changing to be better or worse, no1 will know until then. wat i can say now is, let's just c...

The last 1 leaving?

probably, it is, for those who r leaving for further education, but not for those who will leave for their future career. looking at him, i tot of myself during last sept, it was an experience tat i cant forget for life, and they r all well recorded here. however, mine was considered a surprising! i din plan it for yrs, it was just merely 5 months b4 i depart tat i got the intention to go. altho both cases r different, yet both of us r tough enuf, not to drop tears in front of family and friends, yeah, we shd b proud of it! but, tis indicates a failure to our mission as well, haha, it is conflicting edi...

y we fail? emm, mayb he is too busy, he dun really have much time with us, we barely got chance to tok much. the oni precious chance for us to tok a lot was while we r walking from KFC to "J" counter, we shared bout wat we did b4 going to airport, toking some crap and i started to sense 沉重 in his heart, it was just 30 mins left b4 he has to go down "the escalator". i m just guessing thro his expression, correct me if i m wrong hehe... just 3 of us from 林氏家族 got the chance to walk with him. y? coz we "seng" ma, we wrote the farewell card 1st, then we r free edi keke. oh well, i m just finding a chance to praise myself XD~~ actually i dunno y others spend so much time on writing tat, sure 38 wan to see wat others write 1st tat make the process slow down, it took us almost 1 hr to get everyone's writing to be on tat card, swt~~

then, there r some interesting events happened as well. erm, i think i dun wan to leave any comment on tat, coz really dunno whose fault is tat, i will let some1 else who knows more blog bout it.

lastly, i would like to thanks my fren for the photo he left it for me, i have the photo as well, but tis 1 is with words from him which made it much much more meaningful. some1 do ask me :"every1 who left do leave somethg for us, y u din?" lolz, how shd i answer tis question? coz i just left for 4 months? coz it's not the trend by tat time? argh.... dun care la, over edi :P

June Trip~

Departure date : 23 June
Destination : Bangkok free and easy
Airlines : Airasia
Duration : 4days
Budget : 500-700 (exclude shopping)

any1 who is interested and free by tat time plz join us. and plz send me ur following details asap, so tat i can buy the air ticket once there is promotion:
1) IC
2) Passport Number
3) passport expiry date
4) Full name ( in case i spelt wrong XD )
5) Date of birth
6) Home address
7) Email address
8) House phone
9) Hand phone

send ur details via email to me, dun leave it here, dangerous!
note: once air ticket bought, no more refund...

25/3/08

This is the brand of the bag

tis is how the bag looks like, but i got no idea on which angle to take :/

this is the part of the bag i like the most

Guess wad, tis is the present for one the most important gal in my life, tis is the 1st time i m giving her a present, kinda excited, dunno how will she feel ler. those who accompany me to find tis bag will know who m i presenting tis to. thx to every1 who gave me their precious opinion as well, coz she love tis bag a lot, again, thx a lot :-)

today is her bday, supposingly i shd giv her a call last nite at 12am, BUT i oso dunno y, i just din do so. swt huh... the only reason i could think of is i m really dizzy by tat time, ya, i was hungry again, cant think a lot, and i slept quite early. however, i did it just now, although it was just a short and simple call, but she seems to be very happy edi.

this is part of the simplified conversation:

i: hello, ah ma, happy birthday!

m: thank you (can feel tat she's very happy)

i: how? u like the bag or not?

m: ya, i like it, but how much is it?

i: how can i let u know? dun wan tell u...

m: *laughing* 100+ issit?

i: i oso say i dun wan to tell u lo, very cheap oni, dun worry and dun ask la

m: *laughing again*if too expensive, i wil kill both of u (refering to me and my younger bro)

how do u think she will react if i let her know the bag is priced at 3 times the price she guess? will she slaughter me by then? >.<

last but not least, i wish my beloved woman will hav a very very happy birthday here :-) altho she will not be reading tis haha...

Mr Good?

tis is my 22nd bday present from a mate from australia. tis is not only a book, but also a characteristic recognision from her. although tis is not a perfect match of mine since she said, there isnt any better choice, but shd i still feel proud of it? even a second alternative is good enuf. yeah, mayb i shd :P

we r classmate since std 1 (if i'm not mistaken), including yr 08, by right, we had already knew each other for 16 yrs, wow, an awesome figure but somethg sad is we dont know each other well until recently. wat i remembered was she was once my assistant monitor, happened during std 2. tis is all i remembered, wad a sad case huh... hope tat this late start of our frenship wont be too late yet...

the main character in the book is an "idiot" to me, where got such a good person now ler, he wont feel angry no matter how others treat him. but for me, if somethg in the book happened on me, ie: when i pick up somethg for others and he/she scolded me back, stating i m stealing somethg, i will just screw him/her back : "oh! f*** you! u r seriously an uneducated bitch! which eye of u see i stole ur thing?!?!" then throw back tat thing on the floor! haha, tat's me...

anyway, i appreciate tis present and her effort to send those books back a lot. yeah, it is quite surprising to get a bday present tis early, thx a lot...

love to be home

Today is public holiday, dun really know wat holiday it is and so, i got nothing to do today, no office, no bank, no govt department is opened. actually i can hav a good rest today, but while i was in the midst of my sweet dream, my hp rang! i m quite alert to my hp, not like some other ppl who sleep like pig, even alarm ring oso cannot wake up! i m wondering will those ppl wake up when there is a fire? or they will just cont sleeping and become roasted pig? haha. my grandpa is the 1 who called me, he wan to hav breakfast with me, so i get ready asap and drag my lazy feet to the place they r having breakfast. dunno issit becoz of insufficient rest, i m feeling dizzy quite frequent nowadays, and feel tired easily, it doesnt affect my focusing power but seriouslly it feels uncomfortable...

dunno y, staying at home, the feeling is always better, time can pass easier, mayb becoz there r some1 to tok to but i need to face 4 walls, 1 book and 1 laptop oni in kl. for those hu dunno, tis is y i like to come bek so frequent. actually, my gang of fren who r locals in kl or working in kl oways complain, y go bek so often, oways cannot fix a time when every1 is available, no time to see them edi. oh well, can i say just too bad? since i like to be at home more hehe... finish crapping, study time!

Chilis

i had heard bout chilis for few yrs, dunno y, i just dun hav the fate with it, i dun hav a chance to try the food there until today 17 March 08, i m here at last! overall, i would say tat chilis is edible, it is not recommended coz i think the food there not too special and it's not especially delicious yet worth trying...

Tis is wat i ordered, as usual, grilled lamb chop. emm, not too bad, but the salty taste had covered all other taste...

Spagetti- argh, for those who haven tried it, dun ever order it

Lamb shoulder - not bad, dun look down on it, coz my bro who eat a lot feel full after eating tis.

buffalo wings - can consider our dessert, coz the 1 hu ordered feel very full...

Chicken fajitas - 3 chapati is provided to do the wrapping. tis shd b the best food among all. look from left to right, it is b4 and after...

Old timer - a huge beef burger with fries. one glance on it, unhealthy haha...

please bear with me, those photos r taken via hp, so doesnt look too good, yet i think i need to bear some responsibility, coz i m not taking good angles >.<

another insane night

How shd i describe our gang? insane? hmm, dun really suit perfectly. once a while there will be an insane outting, like last nite ( 16/3/08 ). it shd be a simple 6 person's dinner, but dunno y, it ended up with a mini gathering with 10 heads in total in a small Korean Restaurant which i forgot the name haha!

we dated at 7:30pm eventually, but due to some reason, a few person made me waited in the car for almost 45 mins and we r only managed to reach there at around 8:15pm, gosh, i think they just cant change their habit of being late...after we went in, we were the only customer there, mayb too late? or it is difficult to be found? coz it is situated on 2nd floor and dun hav a big and attractive sign board. this place suit us a lot, as u noe, "we r oways the noisy 1" according to miss kelly hoo. ya, tis time v din get scolded coz there was no 1 there to scold us haha...

some comments on food ( dunno those name at all :P ):
1. chicken with sesame on it - tis dish looks quite similar to chinese food, it is delicious and tis shd be the one easiest to be accepted by every1.

2. chicken ( korean style ) - it is sweet, sour, and a bit hot as well, cooked with big onion, carrot, chilli etc. tis dish could be known as typical korean food. not much comment on it, not bad tho not too good to me.

3. grilled pork belly meat (五花肉) - they just grill those meats on the hot plate without marinating it, so it dont hav other taste. we were taught to clip those meat into a 生菜 then add in some side dishes depends on how u like it. kinda interesting, but not new to me, coz i like to eat raw vegetables like salad, cucumber and tomatoes as well...

4. korean style fish - oh yeah, tis shd be the best dish overall! looks a lot like the 2nd dish mentioned above, but tis 1 it is with soup, which is seriously fantastic. i finished the whole pot (pot for 4) after the rest r full and stopped eating. since i din eat rice, no carbohidrate, and it is just fish and some vege, so no worries, hehe...

not to forget tis, the main reason most of us din eat rice is becoz the rice is worth 5 bucks and it is just a small bowl of it, swt... but owverall, it is yet too expensive, just RM14.50 ea.

after dinner, we went for movie (spiderwick - a fantasy movie which is kinda excited and it ended very funny! cant stop laughing haha... but it is rated as lame by a few "serious" person). we suppose to go bek after that but when we look at our watch, it was just 12:45am! yeah, the nite is still young and lastly we decided to watch another comedy named "ah long pvt ltd" which is rated as 赞 by many! oh gosh, tis is much much more funnier than "follow the law". we laugh through all 2 hrs coz their conversation is really "classic" haha! there is 1 tat i cant forget:

that part is about the mum is bringing the female lead to a speed dating, but the female lead is wearing like a "dai go" and the dating is ended up the male side run away. then here come the following conversation:
m: 你看你，连要死的人都不要你。都叫你学曼联的啦。
F: 学曼联干嘛？！
m: 放"半粒"!

mayb it is difficult to imagine tat, but if u got time, just watch tis! tis is recomemded especially when ur mood is down, it will cheer u up from the beginning of the movie!

noe, wat's so insane on tat nite now? ya, we had a movie marathon during midnite! and mr liew, the 1 who ask every1 out tat nite said "你们这班人神经的!" when we bought the 2nd movie's ticket haha! his eye was so blur edi by tat time. and i answered him "我们向来都是这样的啦，一想到要做什么，马上就做". tis is how we behaved all the time, full of surprise, full of fun! so if u r busy the nex day, better run b4 u r "trapped"! haha...

"Do Die Me"

i was a very lazy person, especially doing housework, y? coz there is a maid whose realation with me is as close as my sister. she did all the housework for 20+ yrs, and my house is as tidy most of the time becoz of her hard work, thx to her a lot. i seldom do housework even i was staying in kl, tat's y my house is kinda dusty previously until after i m bek from UK, everythg changed. tis house is kept tidily by my younger bro and tis motivates me a lot to continue to keep it clean and here comes the word "do die me!!", if u cant get wat it means, ahem... doing housework is seriously tiring, especially mopping and sweeping. my unit here is just 900 square feet, kinda small, but it is enuf for me to sweat a lot. seriously i dunno how my ah jie do it for 26 yrs ! i think i m just 娇生惯养 >.<

however, tis is not the 1st time i m doing housework for sure, i m still not tat useless! but tis is the 1st time i swept the floor with tonnes of hair. yeah, 1st impression of mine is, these gals r not healthy at all haha. is it really normal to drop so much hairs in 2 days?? i wonder... even in bathroom, those hairs r enuf to clog the hole for the water to flow, can imagine tat? ouch! 1st time i sweep the floor, there r more hairs than dust! some advice from me: gals, please take care, u r still young, life is still long, health is very important k?

since tis is not the 1st time i m doing housework, y will i put up tis post then? becoz there is a devil behind me who motivate me to post tis up. his intention is to tell them tat they dirtied my house, wan to show how dirty they r and they need to clean it up nex time b4 they go lolz. well, frankly speaking, tis is all his idea, i never tot of it ok? just to make every1 clear, and i choose to betray him haha! oh tiring, time to sleep~

Recent updates

bek to mentakab, helping my parents with their biz while enjoying my 1 week holidays. they r happy to c me bek, parents r always like tis, so come bek often if u r able to do so. but there r still a thorn in my heart even i tried not to think bout it anymore. they keep persuading me not to find job, just study hard now, 2 more months oni, then help them with their jobs if i really cant get a job in kl, wat shd i do then?

Malaysia's economy is moving towards recession, KLCI ( kuala lumpur composite index ) dropped 120+ points ( approx 10% ) on the monday after malaysia had drastic political change. however, it is able to pick up around 50-60 points these 2 days, not too bad yet... the recession is estimated to last till end of 2009, so grab ur money hard now, buy shares/lands when they r cheap later~ however, it's always easier to say than do, where the hell shd i get the money from? and when is the period when these things r priced at lowest? these are the rumours spreading around since end of last yr.

when i was having lunch with my dad and a bunch of uncle this afternoon, they r toking bout recent election. BN lost perak and penang for the 1st time in the history. although every1 is clapping their hands, stating tis is a nice lesson for BN being arrogant all the while, but there r still a grp of ppl who will suffer from this result - businessman, especially those business tat need govt's approval, or any other things tat hav to deal with govt. the govt has changed for a few states, every procedure will change as well. let's say, if a timber businessman paid the officer money, and wat he gave the businessman is just a verbal promise that the businessman will get these much of trees. so who shd the business gona claim those trees from as the officer in charge will no longer sit in the place. according to those uncles, this is Y many businessman gone bankrupt when there is a change in govt in every state. tis had happened in terengganu around 10 yrs ago when BN lost terengganu to PAS. no wonder every business man will only vote for BN...

my house's internet is still disconnecting like no 1 cares, seriously irritating! F*** you TM! i swear i wont use TM's product whenever there is a better 1...

My bro's wedding - 1 word to describe : MESS! oh gosh, it is crashed with another relative's wedding. wat can we do? y shd we always be the 1 who 让步？Y? every1 like to bully my family, r we too kind to be bullied? i dun like it! but i can just take it quietly. the major and only disadvantage of having a huge family staying close: too many things to be considered, swt...

Election Day 08

8/3/08 - tis is a special day for women, but of course, ntg great for me previously, coz i dun really know wat r they celebrating. but for tis yr, it is the election day as well. for those who dont know, malaysia's election is held every 4-5 years, and tis is the 3rd election i know out of my 22 yr's life. I m 22 rite now, ah, shd be 21 yrs and 4 months old which is more accurate, i m supposed to be qualified for voting this round, but due to my birth date falls on yr end, i cant vote even i had registered. u know la, malaysia, everythg is slow. not to complain much, coz i found tat UK's working speed is not tat fast as well :X and tis is the reason we r able to go for wasa queen cruise trip, we dont need to vote for this round! but not all la, coz some, they can vote but they din do wat a good citizen shd do. it's true, i m refering to those who r elder than me for months, but yet dont feel interested in politics.

ntg special on day time, coz we spent all time sleeping at my place after the tiring yet interesting (although i feel like cheated my casino :P ) trip. but then at nite, during the time period of 9:30 pm- 12 am, when the results r being announced while some are being recalculated due to certain reasons, i discovered some new things. we r playing lamy with 2 sets of cards since we dun hav mahjong and most importantly, we cant go out at nite due to there might be riots around KL tat will endanger our lifes. it was a relaxing moment i will call it, chit chating with true frens, laugh together, play together, don need to think a lot, everythg goes in slow, calm, and peaceful pace. i think this is wat we called the ideal life, the feeling was just so comfortable...

ops, too much descriptions on this, now i shd focus on wat i discovered. for yrs, we dun discuss anythg bout politics, and so i dunno they actually care bout it. wat surprised me a lot is their attitudes, their excitements towards the result. tis is wat i oways heard while i m playing lamy:
1: wa! BN lose the whole Penang edi!
2: oh shit, will BN lose too much? i dun wan to change government!
3: oh yeah, BN lost 10 out of 11 seats to DAP for wilayah...
4: huiyo, PAS won Kedah.
5: wa, BN almost lose Malacca.
6: YAY, Samyvelu lose at last! time for him to get down oso
7: OMG, Pak Lah just win a lil
9: shit, Khairi play cheat issit? lose at 1st but win after recalculate
bla bla bla......

this is quite a new experience for me, coz tis is the 1st time i m passing election day with my frens. somehow, i still feel we r awesome, coz we can pass time doing anythg...

没用的孩子

一早醒来，精神还不错，证明了发泄以后，确实能让一个人心静，睡个好觉。今朝，我还是一样，洗刷完毕，就坐在电脑面前读好友的网上日记，而令我能在一早就这么心酸的就是这篇。读了那篇文章，我的头脑顿时停了几秒，怎么会有这么巧的事呢？它勾起了这22年以来父母怎么对待我，而我却又给了他们什么？这应该是导致我最近这么愧疚的原因吧。。。

我爸很少跟我出去，也很少和我谈心，是不是每个父亲都是如此？为了维护父亲的威严吗？而我妈，不理是公事私事，我会经常陪她到处走，因为我觉得这会减轻她的工作负担。但一直到最近，尤其是在成绩放榜后，我才发现，我连最基本能令父母为我感到骄傲，高兴的事，我都没能做好。每逢走在街上，都会有不少人称赞我是个孝顺孩子，就因为陪伴父母，就算是孝顺吗？那些路人当然不知道我会经常和母亲吵架，甚至对她发脾气。我很过分吧？而且在发完脾气，就连说声对不起都没勇气，更别说平时会打电话回去问候他们了！有时候，我会很想抱着他们俩，跟他们说“对不起，请原谅我的任性”。但不知为什么，我总是开不了口。就因为是亚洲人，比较含蓄的关系吗？

天下的父母对孩子，应该都是不求回报的吧。我父母就是如此，他们总把最好的一切都给我，有时候，我真的觉得我活的比他们好，比他们幸福。到底我凭什么获得这么好的一切？我根本不知道我有没有曾经令他们开心一秒！有人曾经告诉我，答案很简单，就因为我是他们的孩子。老实说，就因为这句话，我一度愣了几天。我也曾经因为这句话，我发誓会孝顺我父母一辈子，不再对他们发脾气，一切都听他们的。但没过几天，我又“旧病复发”，打回原型了，我觉得自己好失败啊！就连这么简单的事情我都办不好，更别说要孝顺他们一辈子啦！不知道为什么，最近发生在我身上的事情，总一再地打击我的自信心，我就要崩溃了啦！

长得这么大，我还是第一次有想避开他们的感觉，我一见到他们，我就会不知所措。他们的无微不至，只会令我增加愧疚感。我已经很努力压抑自己，真不知能撑多久！希望我能尽快找到一份好工，尽早消除我内心这份罪恶感，尽早能与他们真心相对，享受天伦乐。

WHEN!

WHEN will i graduate?
WHEN will i get a job?
WHEN will the stupid guilty feeling get lost?
probably WHEN i achieve the 2 things above?
but WHEN is the date?

i hate my life to hav so many uncertainties, i like to control my life, everythg shd go along with my plan but my plan seems not working at all. everythg started to deviate since my 1st failure in my life! and tis is WHEN mr "guiltiness" starts to build up its castle deep in my heart. i got tis feeling WHENever i spend money even on food, WHEN i do somethg i like and sometime even WHEN i m having deep thoughts b4 i sleep. i wish i could live like those ppl who takes failure easy, but just like one of my fren said, scorpio tends to think a lot himself/herself, i cant control myself not to think so much. ntg can stop me from thinking, the brain is mine and i think tis shd be the source of my white hairs. every1 is growing old everyday at different pace, some is growing slow, since they got ntg to think, ntg to worry and vice versa. obviously, ppl like me will grow old extremely fast, few yrs later, latest by 30, half of my hairs should hav dropped ( as predicted by my uncle who say himself good at "people viewing" ) and another half will be in grey colour. oh, disgusting!! dare not imagine tat...

so, i think the oni way to keep my hair "alive" is to keep myself as busy as possible, since i will hav no time to think bout nonsense, brilliant? my ideal working time would be 9-9, then it will form a perfect sleep-work-wleep-work routine. tis is actually a real life case happened on some1 i know, he oways complain tat tis routine is way too boring. but dont u think tis is the actual life every1 is facing? consider of changing job? does it really help? everyjob is almost the same! and jobs r hard to get recently, dunno is it my prob or every1 is facing such prob. i got no idea since i just start to step into tis society.

well, writing blog is also a way to relief one self ( taught by a close fren ) besides crying as shown in dramas. at least after i expressed myself, i oways feel better. i m just trying means and ways to hav myself a good sleep, hope this will help~ good nite to me~

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1st post of the month and it's bout u - today is the day another good fren of mine leave us for her better future, i did mention bout her at my previous post in the personal thoughts. although i cant accompany her past few days, but at least i went to airport today, saying goodbye to her and gave her a hug b4 she went down tat escalator which brings joy and sadness to peoples. joy for those who r going for tour and those going abroad for better opportunity in study or work, but sad for famalies and friends of those ppl who r leaving. mayb i shdnt use the word sad, they r leaving for their better future, it shd be know as reluctant i think, and we shd feel happy for them as well. i was once the person who is leaving and now i m and will only be the one who send ppl off, supposing la, unless there will b some unpredictable changes in future, hee. felling reluctant to leave? ah, i dunno how it feels, coz i was leaving with joy and excitement! wat i had was just missing every1 a lot, the time i left, we still dun hav links of blogs and dun hav facebook grps! ppl tends to neglect wat they hav and will oni appreciate when they feel tat they will lose it. but one thing 1 would like to praise ourselves is we dun do gatherings purely becoz we might lose 1 fren in future, but we r doing everythg so tat they remember there r still one gang of fren in their warm homeland. in finance point of view, we can somehow known it as investment, coz we r expecting this fren to return, expecting help IF we need help 1 day. haha, i think i m too materialistic, asking for returns in everythg i did, sry for tat, but tis is how i m educated hehe. well dun say help, coz if need help, we might be in bad shape d. lets say we r expecting he/she will bring joy to us? hardly fit in rite? today, ntg much happens, not like the day sheng's leaving, so i can just express some thoughts of mine here. everytime i got a fren leave me, i will hav tonnes of thoughts occur in my mind. not to say those who r not close to me, coz i wont even bother them! a bit too harsh? well, i just dun like to be fake in front of anybody. i once heard a theory: "if u treat some1 well, u shd let him/her know" aka 假仁假义, it is really useful in biz world. to be frankly, i m learning hard to do so, do i look scary now? keke... however it is, i dun think this theory shd apply on frenship, especially to close frens. is it becoz i dunno how to act, and i dun hav many close frens? 10 fingers r enuf to spell their name out. woops seems tat i had deviated from my topic haha, suddenly too high :P oh ya, we do take photos through webcam and talked happily b4 she left, it is like the god is creating an extra hour for us to get along, if not we will just say goodbye to her once we reach airport. y? we reached too late and she doesnt actually expect we will go although she is able to guess it already. y i remember tis? coz i took a few photos which i think i m quite handsome there haha, refer to facebook, coz i dun hav tat photo myself. lastly, to the person i concerned in this post, i think i had wish u enuf, study hard, come bek with proud! no matter when is the date u come bek, we will still welcome u with open arms. remember to hug every1 when u 1st met every1 at the time u r bek again, tis will show how much u concern a person :-)

Potluck 27/2/08

story begins from tis: after sending sheng off, 1st time in the history, we go home early! except for me, i reached home at 2 somethg again, aww, sooo tiring ler, even until now, 2 days later, i feel tat my battery still havent full.

then when liew, shyan and i wake up the nex morning, it is already 10 somethg, almost 11. after having a simple brunch, coz we know tat we will have a big big meal at nite, we shop the 1st round in jusco. there, we bought 2 whole chicken, 2 pork belly, some vege, 30 small prawns, potatoes, garlic, onion and some sauces. they r enuf for 7 dishes. at tat moment, we cant think wat else to cook, so we just go bek and rest for 1 hr, take everythg into the car and got to carrefour to shop again while waiting for cheng to reach there at 3pm. after buying everythg, we had ingredients for 9 dishes and one soup in total. well, here come our 1st mistake, we din consider tat ladies cant eat much, but do they really eat tat little?

we reached leng's house at around 4pm and we start to prepare immediately since it was really late edi~ cheng and i clear the chicken, 3 whole chicken in total, the rest prepare ingredients for soup and curry chicken. i dun quite know wat they did, wat i know is they peel the skin of potatoes and get rid of the shell of prawn, since i was in the kitchen all the time, clearing the chicken for 2 hrs plus. then when time passes, more and more hands come into the kitchen, helping to peel garlic, onion and clear the big prawn.

"processing" the chicken on the left picture and garlic peeling on the right. can guess whose hand r those? some ppl tends to show like they r working as well, so they just walk into the kitchen when they saw the camera is shooting in the kitchen. u noe who i mean..

there r videos on how those dishes are cooked as well, but just for the 1st 2 la, both chicken... when we start to put raw material onto the stove, oni i know our gang r quite health conscious, they oways stop me from cooking too salty.the 1 who interupt me the most is cheng la, she is the super chef assistant, coz she helped in all 8 dishes. she know how to cook 1, but she just lazy to cook, nex time we shd force her to cook hehe... 1 thing tat surprise me the most is liew can cook really well!! it doesnt match his look kekekeke, sry liew, but tis sentence seems to praise u more hehe. liew cooked 3 dishes - curry chicken, tomato prawn and super hot kangkung. i cooked 2 as well - "kung bao" chicken and potatoes. 3 more dishes are cooked by leng ("fu zuk" and cabbage) and ling ying (a salty prawn with 3 layer<层次> of taste - quoted from bopet). for the picture of dishes, refer here.

well, our dishes although cannot fight restaurant, but personally, i feel they r kinda good, not to praise ourselves, but my tongue wont tell lie. although some dishes r not salty enuf to me, but they r too salty for others, i think i m 1 of the ppl who have heavy taste. tat's y we will always need taster to taste those food, so tat a moderate taste will be produced. there r always argument on is the food salty enuf like:

version 1:

c: 来试一下，我觉得不够咸。

t: 哇，你吃很咸咧，够味道了啦！

c: 真的不够啦。

t: 等一下太咸就吃不完了。

c: 好啦。

the above is usually my case...

version 2:

c: 来试一下。

t: 不够咸咧，加多一点盐/酱油。

c: 会咩，我觉得够了啦。等一下太咸就很难空口吃了。

t: 好咯，健康点。

tis will usually happen when liew is cooking.

then bout leng, haha! cannot stand, she burned the garlic when she started to cook. do u guys see those black black thing floating on the fu zuk soup? tat's burned garlic. sry leng, i just cant forget tis part haha! i dun think to laugh at u 1 ok? every1 who dun go to kitchen will make mistake, i just wan to share tis interesting part with every1... and for ly, tis lazy gal finish cooking in i think 5 mins, wasted the butter we buy for her, it cost around 8 bucks ler~ at 1st, every1 tot she is cooking 奶油虾, then we buy a better butter lor, but at last she produced a simple yet salty prawn. to me, i feel it's kinda nice, coz i like salty food wad, and some prawn r kinda fresh (not all, coz we dunno how to choose), they r sweet in taste, i like it.

tis is all i would like to share in the preparation and cooking part. all dishes we prepared r XXL size, we cant finish everythg even we had decided not to cook the last dish - 炒花肉. the winner of eating is Troy ( formerly known as Bopet ), followed by fish head and liew. i cant eat much coz i already start eating since i start to cook haha, it is my bad habit, sry :P for gals? dunno y every1 eat so little, those who used to eat much dun seems to have appetite tat nite, our dishes got prob issit?

we tok and clean up everythg in leng's house until 12am then we decided to leave her housemate a quiet environment to sleep. then we proceed to find kiong, somethg i would like to say here, liew, dun stop at junction, it's really dangerous! we slept at 5am tat day, y? refer to shien's blog

tat's roughly wat happened, and some personal tots here:

thx for those who dun "give me up", there r 2 persons who persuaded me to go while i was recovering my mood, thx a lot or i will miss out lots of fun with u guys. and shyan, glad to know u more in tis 2 months time, if u remember, we r not tat close previously. i know tis is ur last gathering with us this yr, hope tat u will have an interesting final year over there, be happy always and do miss us sometime k? i told u how i felt during my 1st month in london rite? so i dun use the word "always" here. sry for not farewelling u in mentakab, i dun wan to skip class anymore, hope u will understand k? take care ya, god bless u...