thoughts under the gloomy skies

清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂~ once i wake up, the sky is again dark, not really dark, but seems gloomy. it had been raining heavily these few days, the water level of klang river has raised a lot, just dunno will there be a day when KL is flooded then every1 will hav holidays, but hopefully not, i m staying in kl... thought bout cheng meng, many ppl asked me the same question:" y dun make it on saturday/sunday when there r more relatives around?" well, i m not sure is it purely becoz tis is the trend of my family, or i m having some stubborn elders, aiks. since they r my elders, i can just respect their decision speechlessly. it is kinda inconvenient for some ppl to get bek on the "real" day, probably some need to skip class, some already arranged other things to do yet hav to give up, they r just tat inconsiderate sometimes. 家家有本难念的经, probably tis is mine~~ i had discussed tis issue with another good fren of mine, shd we respect their decision while they r not taking into consideration of our convenience? after tonnes of argument, i still hav to do as they say to qualify as a 孝顺子孙. yah, tat's me, dare to say, dun dare to do. probably wat i get from this argument is i hav released all my negative feelings...

ok, finished the gloomy part, now come a happy one - our june trip is confirmed at last! thx for cooperations from all participants tat makes tis trip successful. i know it is a tough decision to make, there r still many unseen problem awaits since there r still 2 months plus till the departure date, but honestly, u guys r so great to come out with a decision tis fast! i m really proud of u guys, everythg is decided in 24 hours, especially for those who r facing "problems" yet they r going! dun worry, if there r still upcoming problems, dun worry, just tell us wat is it and we will settle it for u~ here comes a golden quote from my mum : "problems r to be solved, not worry!" and "if there isnt any problem arises, i will fail to perform my role as a problem solver" :-)

probably tis is the very last trip for us for future few months or maybe years, so lets have fun till the max. y? i oso dunno, just got such feelings. graduations r taking place and tis indicates it's time to change. whether it is changing to be better or worse, no1 will know until then. wat i can say now is, let's just c...