updates

headache, headache, headache, din sleep enuf last nite...... i realised tat i havent been updating my blog for some time, ops, i m getting lazy as well, he he he. actually, dunno y, time is just passing fast nowadays, god is trying to be good to me, sending me to my judgement day asap? release my suffer earlier? haha, seriously nonsense! yeah, whenever i got thing to write, i got no time, but when i got time to do so, i forgotten wat i wanted to write, and dun have such feeling to write the same thing again.

wat had i done recently? hmm, ntg much and i feel like i m wasting my life recently while others r working hard to persue their dreams, their careers. i din study much, din help much with my parent's work, (note: din help much, not din help at all hehe) and skipped class for ntg altho i just did it once tis sem. shd i be proud of it then? haha, surely not...

supposingly, i should be in mentakab rite now but the celaka furniture shop, wan to do my business yet i hav to suit their time, m i too good to be bullied? now when i think bek oni notice tat y i so stupid, lolz. wat is the logic behind? where is my so called consumer right? ya, i dun think this is practiced in malaysia. one glance at my hall, hmmm, typical guy's house, besides messy, it is still messy hoho. and where is my room door? -.-" it had been months since i start looking for suppliers, sweat...

time is getting near to july, it will be 6 months since i come bek from london, and yet, i achieved nothing, haih~~ wat kind of life will i live by tat time? (starts worrying edi...) my answer is NO IDEA! after 3 times of interview, only i realised tat my "value" is not more than 2k, how come i m tat cheap? ACCA wor! so many ppl out there tot tat ACCA grad will hav a "bright" future, say how good la, how grand la, how high ppl pay acca grad la. oh come on, wat a crap! or is it becoz i havent really grad yet, just like the light bulb is a bit loose, not "bright" enough?

exam~ it is exam period nowadays, most of my friends r having their exams while i m still relaxing myself like nothing gonna happen, revise only when i got mood. i need some stress from exam ler, but i cant feel any YET! gets numb facing exam edi? hmmm, suddenly i feel tat i cant let myself be a student any longer or i m just burning my parent's money. supposingly i graduated 1 yr ago, working hard towards my 1st pail of gold edi 1. but wat m i doing now? haha, no eye see myself edi. i think the most precious thing i got in return of my failure in examinations is the frenship tat i lost previously and a chance to "burn money" oversea. ha, at least something. m i trying to console my broken heart? maybe~~