The last 1 leaving?

probably, it is, for those who r leaving for further education, but not for those who will leave for their future career. looking at him, i tot of myself during last sept, it was an experience tat i cant forget for life, and they r all well recorded here. however, mine was considered a surprising! i din plan it for yrs, it was just merely 5 months b4 i depart tat i got the intention to go. altho both cases r different, yet both of us r tough enuf, not to drop tears in front of family and friends, yeah, we shd b proud of it! but, tis indicates a failure to our mission as well, haha, it is conflicting edi...

y we fail? emm, mayb he is too busy, he dun really have much time with us, we barely got chance to tok much. the oni precious chance for us to tok a lot was while we r walking from KFC to "J" counter, we shared bout wat we did b4 going to airport, toking some crap and i started to sense 沉重 in his heart, it was just 30 mins left b4 he has to go down "the escalator". i m just guessing thro his expression, correct me if i m wrong hehe... just 3 of us from 林氏家族 got the chance to walk with him. y? coz we "seng" ma, we wrote the farewell card 1st, then we r free edi keke. oh well, i m just finding a chance to praise myself XD~~ actually i dunno y others spend so much time on writing tat, sure 38 wan to see wat others write 1st tat make the process slow down, it took us almost 1 hr to get everyone's writing to be on tat card, swt~~

then, there r some interesting events happened as well. erm, i think i dun wan to leave any comment on tat, coz really dunno whose fault is tat, i will let some1 else who knows more blog bout it.

lastly, i would like to thanks my fren for the photo he left it for me, i have the photo as well, but tis 1 is with words from him which made it much much more meaningful. some1 do ask me :"every1 who left do leave somethg for us, y u din?" lolz, how shd i answer tis question? coz i just left for 4 months? coz it's not the trend by tat time? argh.... dun care la, over edi :P

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1st post of the month and it's bout u - today is the day another good fren of mine leave us for her better future, i did mention bout her at my previous post in the personal thoughts. although i cant accompany her past few days, but at least i went to airport today, saying goodbye to her and gave her a hug b4 she went down tat escalator which brings joy and sadness to peoples. joy for those who r going for tour and those going abroad for better opportunity in study or work, but sad for famalies and friends of those ppl who r leaving. mayb i shdnt use the word sad, they r leaving for their better future, it shd be know as reluctant i think, and we shd feel happy for them as well. i was once the person who is leaving and now i m and will only be the one who send ppl off, supposing la, unless there will b some unpredictable changes in future, hee. felling reluctant to leave? ah, i dunno how it feels, coz i was leaving with joy and excitement! wat i had was just missing every1 a lot, the time i left, we still dun hav links of blogs and dun hav facebook grps! ppl tends to neglect wat they hav and will oni appreciate when they feel tat they will lose it. but one thing 1 would like to praise ourselves is we dun do gatherings purely becoz we might lose 1 fren in future, but we r doing everythg so tat they remember there r still one gang of fren in their warm homeland. in finance point of view, we can somehow known it as investment, coz we r expecting this fren to return, expecting help IF we need help 1 day. haha, i think i m too materialistic, asking for returns in everythg i did, sry for tat, but tis is how i m educated hehe. well dun say help, coz if need help, we might be in bad shape d. lets say we r expecting he/she will bring joy to us? hardly fit in rite? today, ntg much happens, not like the day sheng's leaving, so i can just express some thoughts of mine here. everytime i got a fren leave me, i will hav tonnes of thoughts occur in my mind. not to say those who r not close to me, coz i wont even bother them! a bit too harsh? well, i just dun like to be fake in front of anybody. i once heard a theory: "if u treat some1 well, u shd let him/her know" aka 假仁假义, it is really useful in biz world. to be frankly, i m learning hard to do so, do i look scary now? keke... however it is, i dun think this theory shd apply on frenship, especially to close frens. is it becoz i dunno how to act, and i dun hav many close frens? 10 fingers r enuf to spell their name out. woops seems tat i had deviated from my topic haha, suddenly too high :P oh ya, we do take photos through webcam and talked happily b4 she left, it is like the god is creating an extra hour for us to get along, if not we will just say goodbye to her once we reach airport. y? we reached too late and she doesnt actually expect we will go although she is able to guess it already. y i remember tis? coz i took a few photos which i think i m quite handsome there haha, refer to facebook, coz i dun hav tat photo myself. lastly, to the person i concerned in this post, i think i had wish u enuf, study hard, come bek with proud! no matter when is the date u come bek, we will still welcome u with open arms. remember to hug every1 when u 1st met every1 at the time u r bek again, tis will show how much u concern a person :-)