self evaluation

lets write 1 post at least for april :)

Recently, I do always ask myself, "wat had i achieved after 'x' months of hard work" and yet, my answer is still "NO, N-O, NO", how sad is it, rite? I am still getting tat pay, remains tat title, this is known as stagnant i think. oh ya, there is 1 changes - workload had become less. mayb this is the reason why i got more time to tink of all these nonsense. most of the ppl will say, "how good it is!" but to me, it is non-progression, wasting my life! I applied for new jobs, hoping for progression, but! I was informed tat the waiting list hits thousands and result is 1 of the main determinant, i tink my application is "as cold as water", time to think bout alternative plans d...

mmm, i just noticed it is full of negative power here, i need changes!!