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i did somethg which i personally feel not so good, it is against my personality, but on the other hand, i did it by force! if not changes cant be made~~ please forgive me... it seems to be somethg serious but it is just somethg small, however, i might hurt some1 who love me a lot, but i did it for "one"s good, hope tat "one" will understand. well, choices r to be made everywhere, anytime, we have to experience it no matter how. wat does a choice actually indicate? hmm, to me, it means somethg need to be sacrificed, probably the 2nd best alternative, but it doesnt always appear so, at least for my case here. however, i chose to do so and i will make sure i m not regretting in the futre.

stubbornness, yea, not a very good personality, i dun really like such a person, but it appears in quite a number of my family members. tis is a reason y i dun really like to deal things with them. somethg unpleasant happened yesterday while my mum and i was trying to negotiate something with them, tis is the main factor tat leads me to my decision above. but i cant say anythg, coz they r my elders. mentioned bout right to speak, r u a believer of "名不正，则言不顺"? ya i "was",mayb i shd use "m", coz yet giving tis up totally. it is a very common phenomenon in current society, if u dun hav power/not in the right position, no1 will listen to u! but, my mum tends to break tis rule all by herself, and she prooved to me through action. incredible huh~ my mum is my idol, seriously~ but just her ability, not her temper :P